<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d4452046806574301586\x26blogName\x3dDear+diary;\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dTAN\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://atalikewhoa.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://atalikewhoa.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d8916180908259572400', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Monday, December 31, 2007 at 3:48 AM

Last dae of 2007. Yea, all went smooth without planned. Time really flies that fast! I hate & like it. 2007? Benazir Bhutto died. I start to like witch yoo hee drama. I`m beginning to know cruzito. I`m beginning to learn spanish & addicted to reggaeton songs. My personal lyfe? Nah... as usual. Nothing interesting happened this year. Hopefully sumthin fun & interesting will waiting for me in 2008. Hopefully that will be my lucky year. 2007 is nuthin to me. Juz continue to survive & waiting for the other dae. That`z my lyfe. Mum change her work. Usually she`ll be back arnd 3:00 am bt nxt yr she`ll be back at 2:00 pm! Usually i`m all alone at hme bt nxt yr onwards, mum will accompany me when i`m back from sch. 1 more dae till sch re-open & i haven`t pack my books. I`m totally nt ready fer sch! Plzz extend the holidaes. :( I hate it when i look at my sch books. Cn i juz throw them away? :D And i keep askin myself why i`m 14? Cn i be 6 years older/younger? Plzzzz...

Labels:

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, December 28, 2007 at 10:35 PM

Your Social Anxiety Level: 76%
You have high social anxiety.
You have a pretty serious social phobia, and it effects your life more than you may realize.
It's possible that you've made yourself comfortable by avoiding situations you dread.
But don't be fooled - you still probably need professional help.






You Are 80% Shy



You are a very shy person, and it has started to impact your life in a negative way.

If you can avoid human contact, you usually do. And as a result, you miss out on a lot.






You Should Drive a Ferrari



Sleek and sexy, style has a lot of importance in your life. And you'll pay a lot to look good!







Your Celebrity Style Twin is Nicole Richie



The perfect blend of uptown and downtown.






Your Sensitivity Score: 69%



You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you.

You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down.

But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.






The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to obedience and warmth.



In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.



You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.



Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.



In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.






You Are an Ice Cream Cake



Surprising, unique, and high maintenance.

You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it.

You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!






You Have Low Self Esteem 72% of the Time



You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not.

You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.






You Are a Tomboy



You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets.

Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do!

My dreams will blossom...


Wednesday, December 26, 2007 at 6:11 AM

OH GOD...


cn u change my lyfe?


cn i tell hym hw i feel?


must i tell them?


i wanna get out of this country


plz extend the holidays


she change a lot


i miss my pri sch years


i`m sacrificing


i dun wanna tell her


i feel guilty


i wanna be Ella Enchanted :)


why i`m 14?


cn i haf tht person?


i`m in luv with cruzito :)







Labels:

My dreams will blossom...


Sunday, December 23, 2007 at 7:27 AM

Shopping with my family todae! Went to eastpoint & had our lunch at Sakura. Yea, i saw the guy tht syah like. Ahakz! i dunnoe if it`z hym bt the guy i saw is cuter! lol! Straight to Tamp Mall. We shop fer foodstuffs okes! Chipsmore, Pringles, chocolates, Ice-cream & other yummylicious stuffs. Mama has these vouchers so we dun haf to pay! it`z like $50++ & mind you it`z juz foods! Shop fer my sch shoes & track pants at Royal Sports House. Mom bought me Famous Amos cookies! i`m really lovin it! Guess the rest of the holidaes i`m stuffing my mouth with all the foodstuffs lahs! Yea, believe it or not, i`m a BIG eater. I bet the foodstuffs will be gone within a week. Hehe! Chatted with the penpal. Yea, we chatted in spanish kaes! Well, nt all of them but at least i`m using the basic spanish! And he said my spanish is great! I`m learning rite nw okes! Ouh yea!!! English, Malay, Chinese, Spanish. What`z nxt? Maybe Korean? Hmm.. juz wait and see kaes! Adios!

Labels:

My dreams will blossom...


Saturday, December 22, 2007 at 1:01 AM




hola! yesterdae, chat with syah. She told me tht acha & irwansyah broke up. I was like "eyh? ouh..." ahakz! well, i`m nt tht surprise. Bt biasela, when they were attached, nk bilang the press & media. Kalau broke up, diam je. Haha! As usual, "artist." Boredom strikes! And this stupid slight sore throat atttack me! I can`t talk. Jadilah org bisu skejap. Ahakz! Ouh ya, sharifah aka fifi is attach nw! Congratz babe! I bet he`z a mat saleh. Hehe! Keponye aku. I dunnoe why bt i`m in the mood to put a few of these latin graphix. Haf a look! Adios! Te amo! =)

Labels:

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, December 21, 2007 at 5:37 AM

Kayz, yesterdae went to mak long`z hse. She cooked chicken rice lah sey! Yea, she alwayz cook my favourite dish cz she knows i`m really choosy. Thanks mak long! Kak Esah brought her doughnuts. I luvvvv her doughnuts! Wanna haf a 2nd round bt nehmin la! Kite tau malu okes! Fiza is waiting for her O-level result n she wanna find a part-time job. Gd luck cuzzie! Yea, we talked bout hady vs taufik. Most of us choose Taufik. Ahakz! Chatted with the penpal juz nw. He was shocked tht i typed in spanish. Well, practice makes perfect. I`m learning the language nw through the internet. Hehes! Finally, keep in touch with sharifah fitriyah. Omg! i realli miss her okes! She`z in melbourne nw. Awww... cn we switch darl? hahakz! And i hope u`ll be back soon babe! =)

My dreams will blossom...


Wednesday, December 19, 2007 at 2:21 AM

To all muslims out there, I wanna wish you SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA kaes? And enjoy ur public holidae aite? So, tomorrow morning gonna help mama. She`z gonna cook sumthin bt i haf no idea wat she`z gonna cook. Then, will go to Mak Long`z hse. Family Gathering!!! Ouh, i really love this part! Gonna meet all my aunties, uncles, cousins. Yeshh!!! And those cute lil ones! Most prob will go to kak yana`s hse cz she has juz gave birth to a baby boy/girl? i dunnoe. See how la eyhs. If my mum`s side ade, seriously, MALAS! N ouh ya, to the kambingz out dere, Good Luck! Hahas!

My dreams will blossom...


Monday, December 17, 2007 at 11:56 PM

yeah.. nuthin to do todae. Nt goin out. December, what do u expect? It`z raining almost everyday. Makes me lazing at hme. Frankly speakin, it`z nt a holidae month for me bt a boring month. I was readin sutrie`s blog when i suddenly realised tht she`z attached! And she didn`t tell me! Congratz gal. Yeah, my pri sch frenz. I can say almost all of them are attach nw except for Syah, Raf n me. Bt single rawkz rite babes! Yea, i managed to read aslam`z blog too. Raf`z ex-crush! Bt tht`z wayy ages ago. He has change a lot! He`z attach nw. I`m nt surprise. Yea, i miss my pri sch years. How i really wish i cn turn back the time. And he chat wif me again. That dude. I haf no idea tht he`z frm ping yi. And he knows nabila. Moreover nxt yr i`m moving to Bedok! "i`ll wait for u at the gate" Oh God, hopefully i will not bump into hym for the nxt 2 yrs. Btw, i`m in luv with spanish language. I`m in luv with reggaeton. And i`m in luv with Korean Drama!

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, December 14, 2007 at 4:25 AM

Everytime you`re near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don`t know what to do
And oh baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just loose my cool
My friends tell me
Something has come over me
And i think i know what it is


I think i`m in love
Boy i think that i`m in love with you
I`ll be doin silly things when it comes to you
Boy i think that i`m in love with you
I`ve been telling all my friends what i feel for you



Just the other night baby
I saw you hanging
You were with your crew
I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turn and look me in my eyes
Boy you really blow my mind
I don`t know what`s gotten into me
But god i think i know what it is


Something strange has come over me
Got me going out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside



Labels:

My dreams will blossom...


Wednesday, December 12, 2007 at 9:26 PM

at last u online! i`m so relief to let out everythin to you. Although you can`t help, i`m so thankful to you. :) Thanks!!! Hw i wish you cn online everyday... :) btw HAPPIE 20th BIRTHDAY TO KAK YANI! srry.. no present for you.. :( n ouh ya dude, u wanna me to go out with you? hahahax!! u wanna noe me closer? n i repli, "i wanna go out wif HAWT, cute, gd-lookin guyz. bt u? Thanks bt no thanks DUDE" hehehe!!! Haiz... WHY CAN`T WE GET THE PERSON WE WANT? If only......

Labels:

My dreams will blossom...


HELL!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 at 7:53 PM

Dude, plz dun bother me anymore! I hate it! FULLSTOP! juz get out of my life! i dun even noe u bt u noe everythin bout me? GET A LIFE! i`m nt tht cheap k? thanks raf for calling hym tht. N thanks syah cz u`ll always be there. luv ya babes! n nw, mum was mad cz her siblings didn`t tell her tht their uncle has juz passed away. Yea, to be honest i HATE my mum`s side. And to my aunt, i still remember wat u did to me when i was like 4 yrs old. U took care of me. Yea, and tht was my nightmare! i swear i will remember 4eva for wat u did to me. Tyme raye, if i can, i dun even wanna look at ur hse bt my parents FORCED me to visit ur hse. I did it for my PARENT`S sake. nt U! I will remember wat u did to ME! Serious. And bcz of u, DULU aku jadi pendendam. It`z really hard for me to FORGET & FORGIVE. To my cousins who read this ( especially my mum`s side) i dun care wat u wanna say cz this is my BLOG! get it? *i`m srry bt i`m REALLY PISSED OFF rite nw*

My dreams will blossom...


Sunday, December 9, 2007 at 10:48 PM

yesterdae was FUN & SCARY. Went to PS with kak raihana cz sis wanted to shop for her shoes. She`z soooo choosy k! spent hours and hours juz for a pair of shoes! i was like pissed off! had our lunch at LJS. Ouh and the scary part is there`z this 2 mat saleh followed us! All the way to somerset till we reached dhoby gaut! i was wearing wedges so u noe! i felt like my feet was on FIRE! We walked so fast like what! Kalau handsome tkpela, ni dh tua nk mampos! i was like eewww!!!! Ouh ya, 2 days ago i saw syed azmeer. I was walking beside him n i didn`t even recognize him. He`z so DARK! Anyway, it`z ok cz i`m nt a fan of hym. Bt during the pri sch daez, i noe RAF went totally CRAZY over hym. rite raf? hahahah!! :D juz jokin... :P

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, December 7, 2007 at 2:43 AM

yeah... backstreet boys. All i have to give. Okay, peepz i noe this song is wayyyyyyyyyy ages ago bt i dunnoe why i like this song nowdays. I swear i`ll cry whenever i listen to this song. Read the lyrics peepz. Soo touching! And ya dude, i noe u`re really really really dwn rite nw bt stay STRONG aites? I understand hw u feel. But u must look at the bright side kays? U cn tell me all ur problems. I can`t help bt i cn lend u my ears. :)

My dreams will blossom...


HELL!
Sunday, December 2, 2007 at 4:22 AM

yeah.. todae had fun! surf the net frm 10pm-2.30am! imagine tht! bt i can`t sleep. waited for my sis to be back. Then sis asked me to chill out at the void deck and played monopoly wif her frenz. It`z 2.45am and we played at the nearby park. Me, my sis, kak nad, syafiq, suhaimi n fad (if i`m nt wrong.) It`z FREEZING COLD out there. We reali had fun playin the monopoly. Suhaimi had the prison keys. Then he said "buat ape sey kunci ni sume? ni kalau bagi kt org prison break mesti drg suke." N we were laughing like what! We didn`t realise it`z already 4.30am. Waited for syafiq n Fad to return frm Mac. They bought breakfast. We packed all our things n back to our home. We slept arnd 5.30am n woke up at 8.15am. Less than 3 hrs! And nw mum keep nagging at us. N she said, "kau suhana, kalau ade jantan mesti nk ikt kakak kau eyh!" i was like WHAT THE HELL ARE U TALKING! Nw, she`z nagging at me. I don`t care. It had been sum time i didn`t haf fun like this. Sumtimes, parents juz dun understand. But in my situation, MOST OF THE TIMES MY PARENTS JUZ DON`T UNDERSTAND!

My dreams will blossom...