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Friday, June 20, 2008 at 6:35 AM

Out of a sudden, syah asked me a RANDOM question. Unexpected one i could say. Yeah, it has been 3 yrs+ and i still can`t get over it. I`m so hating this. I really hate it to be in this kind of situation when i will lose my control and cry my heart out. Yes, i will do that. How i wish he would be my favourite enemy, my favourite foe. How i wish i could shoot him dead. I am a fool thinking about this and that. Yes, i want to forget it but it`z just too difficult for me. To think back,I am such a schnook and a dumbo. Why in the world it has to be you? I admit that sometimes i will feel drippy and desolated when it comes to you. And yes, i feel devoured by anger most of the times. It is true what Syah said, in this kind of situation, this is not an infatuation. It has been years and years but i just ignore it as i know that this will be temporary. I hope so. Yes, people do have problems but there will always be a solution to it. Everything is possible. And everyone do have secrets and as i said, some secrets are meant to be secrets. I do believe that everything is possoble. :/

*I`m feeling peckish. I need to eat now.*
:)

My dreams will blossom...