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The dreamer
Suhana Binte Razali
My dreams
→ November 2007 The flowers
rafhana
aisyah Speak to me
Approx size of 170px The dreamland
Designed By: velvet-sky
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Okayyy... I wanted to post this yesterday but then I was too lazy so I just post today. Firstly, OMG! Yesterday 9:45pm, I was freak out. Seriously. Yesterday was the first time I OTF with ________. Before the call I was really uncomfortable and I just wanted to off my hp but I just couldn`t. I heard my ringtone and wanted to shout. Should I answer or not? I think I was really crazy and couldn`t think properly at that time because I answered the call. Yes. I didn`t talk much throughout the convo. I couldn`t think of what to say. Seriously, it felt wrong and totally awkward. I couldn`t even concentrate coz I was blaming myself. My heart was saying "What the hell are you doing now Suhana?" That someone kept saying "Asal diam?" I was too lazy and totally confused to reply but somehow I managed to say "Nothing." At last, when that someone said "Kay then, gtg. I`ll msg you." I hung up with this feeling. I dunnoe.. guilty, relieved, breathless... Okayy... i have no idea. Suhana!! What the hell are you doing?? You are so damn stupid. You do have a mind to think right? Then, use it!!!! ARGH.
My dreams will blossom...
Oh great! It`s raining again. No. It`s not that I don`t appreciate it. Alhamdullilah. It`s just weird because I notice when there is a marriage being held at the void deck and people begin to sing, it will rain. Hahaha. Serious lah. I`m not kidding. Just now I heard a man`s voice singing a song at the wedding ceremony which is being held nearby my block and it suddenly rain until now. Hahahh! I guess his voice is so.. so... hehe... you know what I mean. It`s boring when it rains but I feel so calm although I`m quite afraid of the thunder. Yea, yea scaddy cat! Wateva. I just don`t know what to do now. Weekends are so boring. Don`t talk bout weekdays because they are just the same for me. Nothing exciting. Hmph. Okayy... I`m getting scared. It`s getting darker here and I`m all alone. Help?? -_-
My dreams will blossom...
Right now, I`m alone at home listening to this Malay song. Boleh tahan jiwang jugak eh lagu ni. Do you wanna know the song. Don`t laugh. Spring- Pesanan Buat Kekasih. Okayy... go ahead and laugh your heads off! -_- Don`t ask me why I`m listening to that song now. I have no idea but sitting alone at home listening to this kind of genre makes me feel so.. so.. calm? sad? moody? Ya, kind of. Okayy.. I don`t want to elaborate furthur about this "jiwang" song thingy. Now to those of you who love malay novels, I have 1 good novel and I meant it when I said GOOD. I really need to suugest this book to you guys. It`s the best malay novel I`ve read. I can elaborate bout this novel if you want.. Here it goes.. This young lady named Lisa loved this guy called Aiman but he has a girlfriend so she was heartbroken. Then not long after that, she met this guy named Hazriq. Eventually they fell in love. Not long after that, they planned to get married but unfortunately, few days before the marriage Hazriq met with an accident and he`s dead. Lisa was so traumatised but she`s a strong lady. Aiman wanted to get back with Lisa but she rejected him. One day, when she went to the cemetry, she met this guy called Airy. They always met at the cemetry by coincidence. Airy proposed Lisa not even a month they`ve knwn each other but Lisa accepted it. That`s how the story goes. I like Hazriq in this novel. Why? Because he`s so charming, romantic, caring, funny, easily said all the characters that girls like. Seriously. Call me crazy or what but when the part that Hazriq died I burst into tears. Yup. I cried. I know that it`s just a novel but I really can feel it. Lisa is so strong. If it were me, I could cry for how many months and would stay in my room for how many freaking days without eating or drinking but still, it`s just a novel. Fantasies only happen in novels and dramas but not in reality. Oh well... And this is the novel... Go and find it Malay Novel Lovers! 
My dreams will blossom...
Hie folks! Okayy.. I have nothing better to do(well, other than babysitting this 8 mnths old baby) and I`m typing with only 1 hand so it`s really troublesome coz my other hand is holding the baby. See, I told you my hols suckish! Bloody sucks! -_- Kayy... since I`m quite free, I`m gonna post the pics of my favourite celebrities that I wanna meet. 3 of them are from Malaysia and 1 of them from Indonesia. And btw, its impossible for me to meet them. IMPOSSIBLE but still, they are my favourite! :D 1. Dafi.. *drooling* :D  2. Zoey.. He`s cute!! :D  3. Rafi Ahmad.. haaa..  4. Danielle.. she`s the only girl.. :D mind u.. she`s only 18  Can I meet them? Pleaseee.... haaaa... :(
My dreams will blossom...
Why can`t life be any easier for me? It`s totally hectic. C`mon la, if the person is not here and it`s her fault, why can`t you just wait for her to come home and confront her? Don`t just shout at me like a mad woman eventhough it`s not my fault. You suddenly went berserk and in volatile way. You keep blabbering nonsense when the person is not even at house. What? Am I your punching bag? *Sume org kt rumah ni memang tk suke tgk aku senang sikit kt umah* My holidays sucks balls and you guys in this house make it even worse. Well, in the first place, you guys make my holidays sucks. Thanks to you guys in this house. C`mon lah Mom, you make me sort of like your assistant to babysit the baby and I don`t even complain. I tried not to complain but for 2 whole months sitting at home facing you and that baby is like whoa! I really give up lah ok. It`s good enough that I help you to babysit that baby so don`t shout at me when it`s Sis`s fault!! Don`t be so inquisitive, asking me about Sis`s whereabout and watever crap. I had enough lah ok! I`m being so patient with your attitude and yet you do this crap to me? Sis is not even at home and yet you keep blabbering crap and I need to hear your nonsense. You can say all that when Sis comes home. Not now. And Sis, c`mon lah. Dah tau kluar dgn mataer, tk tau kol Mama sendiri ke pe? If you`re scared, just admit it lah eh. Don`t ask me to send your message to Mom because I had enough of you two! You two are like cat and dog who can`t meet face to face cause you will fight. Either by physical or verbal. I really can`t tolerate any of your nonsense anymore. Enough lah eh! Mom, can u be a benign mother and Sis, can u be more obedient? If mom says u can`t go out with ur bf, then just obey her. Is it that HARD? Padahal, smlm baru jumpe. Stop it lah eh! Jgn sampai aku yg pekik kt umah ni sudah.
My dreams will blossom...
Sorry Shidah coz I thought that u gave my blog to her. She found it herself. Dah lame eh? And Shidah, I think I will go for your suggestion. You know, that suggestion??? And next time, when u wanna tag, plz use ur own name ppl. Dn use freakin names such as "passerby" or "annonyomus" or watsoever crap. It irritates me ok? A LOT! Ok peeps, those who are nt allowed to read my blog frm today onwards, bubbye! Have Fun ya!
My dreams will blossom...
Yarr... thanks coz u let out everything what u feel. Kalau aku tk blog dulu, confrm kau tk blog kn? :D Yes, Atiqah is quite offended with you. That day, when she asked u something, you just nod or shaked your head. FYI, she felt hurt. Kalau tk ikhlas, ckp. (Mcm pernah dgr kn?):D Enuff of these.. Yesterday went out with sis syah to Century Square. Watched HSM3. Oklah, lots of singing. How I wish I could graduate just like them. Rite syah? hehe...Ate at Mac`s and headed to Tamp Lib. Bumped into Hairi but he didn`t notice me. Actually, I bumped into lots of Tampinesians yesterday. I dunnoe why. And Syah, we MUST go to town! Oke oke oke??? :) The Babes That I Miss A Lot!! Syah, although we just met yesterday :D  Raf, Miss You Laaa!!!  Shaz, I Miss You A Lot but u`re in Melbourne  And my dear cuzzie, Fiza! Meet u at Kak Ina`s wedding Kae??  Labels: 21 Steps To Happiness
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