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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 at 4:38 AM

Okay.. 2009 is just a few hours away. Let us bid farewell to 2008 and say hello to 2009! 2008 is just another normal year for me. Days and months just passed like that. Kak Ina gets married this year. Nothing exciting happened this year. Hopefully, something awaits me next year. Insyaallah. Next year will be a challenging year for me. Obstacles such as N-Level will be waiting for me. School goin to reopen soon. Real soon which is this Friday. God, I`m still in holiday mood although it`s damn boring to stay at home all day. Insyaallah, 2 more years and I will be out of that school. Phew! My cousin, Iwan finally managed to get my school. We were in the same primary school and it seems that we will also be in the same secondary school. Hahah! I`m sure that he will have lots of girlfriends coz he`s cute! He has the chinese look. Hahah! Good luck Iwan! Most probably I will have to assist him on the first day of school. I will have to go with him. I don`t mind that. I would rather have a company. I hate walking all alone in the morning and being squeezed in the bus. Argh! Looks like I will have to wake up at 5.45am again. God!!

Enough talking about school..

These are my resolutions for 2009

1. I wanna pass my N with good grades

2. I wanna save as much money as possible

3. I wanna travel by airplane

4. I wanna find a part time job after my N

5. I will try to be a good daughter, lil sis,
a good friend and a good daughter

6. *secret* :) sorry

Till then. This will be my last post for 2008. Happy new year everyone! Strive hard to achieve your resolutions! We can do it! May 2009 will be a good year for you all out there!

With Love,
Suhana :)

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Monday, December 29, 2008 at 9:21 PM

Hey! Hie! Hello! I`m so sorry for the lackness of updates. Been busy going to Mak Long`s house for Kak Ina`s wedding. Went there for 4 days straight! From Thursday to Sunday. Imagine that! We were waiting for Kak Ina`s wedding for quite some time as the last wedding was Kak Esah`s which was like 9 or 10 years ago? Phew!! I really loved the anxiety and the atmosphere. It was really fun hanging around with the cousins and laughed together. I`m closer with my cousins on my Dad`s side so I have no problem to mingle around with them. The whole family is quite big. We were scared that the "pelamin" might collapsed for the phototaking session. Even the photographer said so. Luckily, it did not collapsed. Haha! During the phototaking session, we were screaming and shouting as we were afraid that the "pelamin" might collapsed anytime as there were like more than 20 people standing on it. People looked at us like we were from another planet. We were like the crazy family. Overall, it was fun although we were dead beat. Since i`m too lazy to tell the whole story, let the pictures do the talking. There are more pictures to come but I`ll post only a few of them first. Pictures from Abg Zul`s facebook. Heheh! :D








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Wednesday, December 17, 2008 at 8:02 PM

Went out with Syah on Tuesday and headed to Eastpoint to collect her phone. Syah, heed my advice. Just buy a new phone!!! :) Took the train and stopped at Tampines. Headed to Tampines Mall as I had to buy Mama`s favourite cake coz she wanted it. Syah wanted to buy her Famous Amos but we had to wait for quite a long time as the queue was long. So Syah changed her mind and bought Tuna Puff at Polar. Walked around TM for a while and we decided to go home. First, we bought milkshakes and Syah suggested that we just walked home. Walked and walked, drinking our milkshakes and talked about Indonesian artists and dramas. Stopped for a while and chilled at the void deck. Syah was so excited when I played Dafi`s song. Yess!! We`re into Dafi!! He`s like sooo cute!!! Right Syah??? :D We gossiped about Dafi and Mila while drinking our milkshakes and Tuna Puff. Syah, confirm with me tau regarding bout this 29th December. I`ll msg Raf if she wants to join. It`ll be fun!!! After gossiping, laughing and talking, we continued our journey and stopped by at the groceries stores to buy certain stuffs. I saw my schoolmate Azfar and I guess my other schoolmate. We`re not that close so I ignored them. And I have yet to decide if I should buy a new school bag and to cut my hair. I am such a fickle minded girl. I know, I know. -_-

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Sunday, December 14, 2008 at 4:57 AM

Since I have nothing to update about my dreary life, I have the mood to share something with you. I don`t know why but this topic just came out of nowhere. Yupp. Serious. So do not ask me anything okay? Just read it. :)

Well, William Shakespeare has once said that The Course Of True Love Never Did Run Smoothly. I must agree with that. In fact, I have the shirt with that quote. -_- Although I don`t have a partner, that does not mean I have no idea about love. Everyone knows what love is. Love is like a major word. It has many meanings and we can describe it in many ways. It is unique.

On the other hand, when we break up with someone we love (hopefully not) or we lost someone that we love deeply, we will surely think that our lives mean nothing. There is no one to talk to, to care for us and to love us. Sorry to say this but if you are trying to commit a suicide just because you break up with your boyfriend or girlfriend, you really are a schmuck. Think back, God still wants you to live longer but you are trying to kill yourself? You really do not appreciate your life if you did that.

I can understand if you feel extremely down. Yes, you can have your time alone and often you will think of your ex-partner or your late partner. Cry all you want because as far as I know you will feel good after you have a good cry. I experienced that too. The ‘crying’ part. Duh! Everyone does. Now boys, do not tell me you have never ever cried. I do not know but some of us can move on with our live but some just cannot. I truly understand that. Maybe it is because he/she was your first love or true love. Even if you tried to forget about them, you still cannot. Do not blame yourself if you cannot. It is not your fault. At least you tried. To forget about someone you really love from the bottom of your heart is extremely tough. Some will take months and some will even take up for years to do that. Just be patience. Are you trying to forget about someone? Well let the time answer your question. Do not ever blame yourself. It is really not your fault.

Love is just natural because it comes naturally. The problem is if you are ready to accept the love. The decision is yours. Love is also a challenge. You need to take up the challenge and there are risks in love. Of course everyone wants to be loved. It just feels perfect. Sometimes love also means that you have to sacrifice.

See, there are thousands of meanings in LOVE. So, love the people around you.

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Sunday, December 7, 2008 at 5:39 PM

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims! Good morning humans! It`s 9:40am now and I guess it`s too early for me to blog but who cares? :D Will be going to Mak Long`s house today and celebrate Hari Raya at her house. She`ll be cooking Mee Soup for us. Slurppz! To Syah, I bought my TB at Popular too. :D Oh! Have fun at your kampong oke! To Shidah, have fun at JB! :)

It`s Mom`s birthday today but we already celebrate it in advance as today is Hari Raya. Happie Birthday Mama! :) Her Birthday falls on 8th December and it`s Hari Raya. Best ke pe? :D

Okayy then.. I have nothing to update. See you when I see you! :P

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Thursday, December 4, 2008 at 5:20 AM

Went to town with Sis on Tuesday cause she took a leave. She didn`t know what to do so I guess that was why she brought me to town. Headed to Bugis Library for a while. Suddenly, Sis told me that her BF Fadlie, was on the way to Bugis and we were told to wait at Bugis Control Station. Of course, I was pissed off with my Sis as she kept forcing me to tag along. I even fought with her because of that. I mean, like duh! I didn`t want to play gooseberry. I told her like a thousand times that I didn`t want to follow but she ignored me. At last, I had to follow her. Waited Fadlie at the Control Station. Don`t ask me why I didn`t call him Abg Fadlie. It sounds so wrong and awkward. It`s not that I don`t respect him but I`m not used calling him ABG FADLIE. -_- He treated us to Pizza Hut. I went quiet all the way except when he asked me something then I answered. C`mon la... awkward lah okay. Both of them were having a good time and I felt like I ruined their romantic time. See? Went to Esprit for Kak Yani`s birthday present. Walked around he town from 3+ to 7+ without stopping. Fadlie and Kakak were complaining that their legs were aching like hell. I didn`t. Well, I can`t deny that me legs were aching like shit but still, I could bear with it. Headed to Far East with Kak Yani, Hafiz, Fadlie, Kakak and me. Went to this shop and I love the ts. All of a sudden Fadlie said "If you want to buy anything, buy. Serious" Yeah right. As if you will pay for that. One tee cost like 75 bucks. Crazy! Our last stop was LJS. On the way home, Kakak asked me "Okay tak?" What must I say? Hah. This will be the first and the last time. No more outing with the couple. Geez!

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Monday, December 1, 2008 at 4:47 AM

Okayy.. It`s time for me to update. I know that, you don`t have to tell me. Heh. Be aware coz I`m going to post what happened on Saturday and Sunday. A lot of things happened as Sunday was the day Abg Harry`s wedding ceremony. I was so tired yesterday so I`m gonna post today. Yuppp.



Saturday- Mom was busy asking me to take a shower coz I`m always the late one to dress up. Yes. I was lazy to go to Wak Mama`s house cause I knew that I would just sit there doing nothing but when I looked at Mom`s face, I didn`t dare to say No. Reached Woodlands around 4+. See, I told you. Sat there doing nothing. I`m not that close with my cousins on Mom`s side. Around 7+, we were ready to go to Bedok to attend another wedding but Mom was busy chatting with her friends. Dad had to throw a piece of tissue paper just to distract her. So, we left Woodlands around 8+ thanks to Mom dearest. -_- Sent them to Bedok to attend another wedding. For the time being, me and my sis headed to the nearest Mac and had our dinner. Arnd 9+ fetched the folks and headed home.




Sunday- Okay, Sunday was the real wedding ceremony. Mom woke us up around 7+. Sis and me were really pissed off as it was still too early but Mom kept waking us. I was the second one to shower. I was pissed off with Mom coz she told me to wear the black Baju Kurung although I told her many times that I didn`t want to coz that Baju Kurung is too hot for me. Moreover, it`s black. I can`t stand hotness. Still, I wore that damn Baju Kurung. I walked like a robot for a while coz I was really uncomfortable in that Baju Kurung. Mom asked me why I didn`t wear my pearl necklace. Mom, you know that this daughter of yours hates to wear necklace. Yes, I hate to wear necklace. I dunnoe why. Arrived Woodlands around 9+. I didn`t eat breakfast coz they served Lontong for breakfast. I don`t eat Lontong. Yes. Since, we were the first one to arrive, Dad, Sis and me were damn bored. Mom was busy talking with the groom-to-be, Abg Jalil and Wak Din. When Sis looked at my long face, Dad, Sis and me headed to this particular mall for breakfast. The funny part was Sis still had time to shop for her gladiator when it was already 11+. Orang kahwin, kite shopping. Haha. Reached there around 12.15 where all our relatives were already there. Sat with Kak Ati, Abg Uzairy and Kak Ina. Kak Ati kept saying that my face looks like the main actress in Jgn Pandang Belakang ( not the ghost okayy) while Abg Uzairy said that I look like his friend`s gf. Gle. Haha! Around 1.30, headed to Lakeside for the bride`s wedding ceremony. Abg Is kept disturbing me. I hate it. Abg Uzairy asked a favour frm Kakak if she could send him to Airport coz he`s working. Kakak agreed. Imagine frm Lakeside to Airport only took how many minutes. And frm Airport to Woddlands only took Kakak 20 mins. Kakak drift lah oi! Serious. Wedding ceremony ended around 5+. Left only our close relatives. We were sitting and chatting when Kak Ina said that one of the 'rewang' guys is cute. And yes, we agreed. Mind you, he`s nt the mamat type. He should be in the modelling agency lah oi, nt 'rewang'. Serious. All of them agreed. From my Mom, to Dad, to Sis, to Kak Ina and to me. Gorgeous. Heh. Headed home around 6.30. That was how I spent my weekends. :)

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