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Saturday, February 21, 2009 at 5:45 AM

You know what? I am really puzzled why NOW my Mom starts to stay at home and taking care of a baby. She could resigned when I was a baby. Yes, when I was a baby she worked but when I am a teenager now, she wants to resign. My Dad? Don`t ever talk about him. I AM not close with him. Never Ever. Don`t ask me why. I have my own reason. I even realise that I am not close with my Mom anymore. It seems like she used me. She`s taking advantage of me. That`s why she "loves" me. Why? Not because I`m her daughter. No.. I`m not saying I`m jealous coz she loves the baby more. I am just puzzled why the hell she didn`t care for me when I was a baby myself. Her OWN daughter. Yes, I know she had to work to support us but why she suddenly stops working? I can care for myself since I am a teenager now but when I couldn`t care for myself when I was a baby, why she didn`t want to stop work for a while and care for me? Instead, she asked my late grandma`s for help. I was like a ball. Being passed from one place to another. No. Im not going to story bout my dad. He has his own faults. Im going to stop here. To Sis, if you read this, just keep it to yourself. Don`t ever ask me why I post about this thing. I love you the most in this family. Why? Because you care for me the most since I was a baby to a toddler and now a teenager. Thank you.

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, February 20, 2009 at 11:42 PM

That irritating passerby is getting on my nerves. Whatever.... suit yourself. Anything that makes you happy coward. Okay.. Geog test and Bio test next week. Woah... what`s next? F&N coursework is in progress. It seems like eternity for this coursework to be completed. Met Aisyah just now and we talked about stuffs and so on. It`s been a long long time since I last met her. :) Problems everyhwere... my life is getting worse right now. More chaotic and hectic. I guess humans are born with all sorts of problems. Even babies. -_- Assignments and coursework are waiting for me. :(

Happy weekends folks! :)

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, February 13, 2009 at 5:32 AM

Today is Valentines Day! So what? I don`t give a damn about it. -_- As usual, InFocus still resumed. Let`s talk about after school. Well... nothing. You see, my life is really draggy and nothing interesting. I am waiting for something pretty interesting and shocking in my life. Something like the happiest day of my life or the day that I achieved something that is really worth it. There`s nothing to do at home. The parents are in the room now and I`m feeling quite awkward as I have no idea what to talk to them. I think that I`m not that close with my parents anymore. I don`t know why. Well, they have their own stuffs to do. Although my Mom is at home 24/7, I still don`t think that she understands my needs. I still prefer that she worked like she used to. That was the time when I could spend my leisure time relaxing and messing around with the stuffs at home all by myself. Screaming and shouting as loud as I could and eating junk foods while watching television. Good times, good times. :) I don`t think she will work again. I can only do my schoolwork after 7pm when all my work is done which is helping my Mom to babysit the baby. See? I don`t even have the time for myself. It feels like being the maid in the house. Maybe teenagers like me love to talk crap but this is really what I feel.

My dreams will blossom...


Saturday, February 7, 2009 at 9:49 PM

Im at home now doing absolutely nothing. Well, not absolutely but I really have nothing to do. I have been spending my weekends playing this extremely cool mobile game from my Sis phone as the game is specially for Touch Screen Phone. -_- I must say that the game is really addictive. Its better than drugs. -_- Hahaha! Of course, my Sis has been very fed up with me as her phone is always with me. Blame her coz she was the one who downloaded the game and thanks to her coz I will not feel bored at home. Oh well.. Syah wants to chill with me but I am so sorry coz I am terribly busy with my schedule during the weekdays. Yes, that includes Friday. Blame that bloody hell InFocus! So Syah, I guess I can only meet you during the weekends if Im free. By reading this, you can say that my Sec Sch life really sucks! Im drowning here with lots of assignments and courseworks. Tests almost every week. Teachers are putting pressure on us by reminding the class that N-Level is only a few months away. I know lah, I know!!! Tomorrow is Monday. AGAIN! How I hate it. Blah. -_-

My dreams will blossom...


Sunday, February 1, 2009 at 4:30 AM

Went to Arab Street with Mom and Sis. Dad went to Johor with his friend so left with the three of us. You can considered as daughters and Mom day. -_-

Bought their cloths for Baju Kurung.It`s only February and they are getting ready for Hari Raya. Waliao! I`m not buying as I will buy it when Hari Raya comes. Headed to Raffles Hospital and ate at Banquet. Mom and Sis decided to shop at Bugis Street as they wanted to buy clothes for me. I didn`t want to buy any but they forced me so yeah. Mom said I am outdated and knows nothing about fashion as I am not into shopping and all that stuffs. Yess... I know I am odd. -_- At last they chose a top for me. A red one which is sleeveless. NO! I`m not going to wear like that in public although Mom said I could wear it the way it is. Crazy! What will people say? Bumped into Raf. We just smiled as the place was so packed with people. Oh well...

My dreams will blossom...