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Saturday, February 21, 2009 at 5:45 AM |
You know what? I am really puzzled why NOW my Mom starts to stay at home and taking care of a baby. She could resigned when I was a baby. Yes, when I was a baby she worked but when I am a teenager now, she wants to resign. My Dad? Don`t ever talk about him. I AM not close with him. Never Ever. Don`t ask me why. I have my own reason. I even realise that I am not close with my Mom anymore. It seems like she used me. She`s taking advantage of me. That`s why she "loves" me. Why? Not because I`m her daughter. No.. I`m not saying I`m jealous coz she loves the baby more. I am just puzzled why the hell she didn`t care for me when I was a baby myself. Her OWN daughter. Yes, I know she had to work to support us but why she suddenly stops working? I can care for myself since I am a teenager now but when I couldn`t care for myself when I was a baby, why she didn`t want to stop work for a while and care for me? Instead, she asked my late grandma`s for help. I was like a ball. Being passed from one place to another. No. Im not going to story bout my dad. He has his own faults. Im going to stop here. To Sis, if you read this, just keep it to yourself. Don`t ever ask me why I post about this thing. I love you the most in this family. Why? Because you care for me the most since I was a baby to a toddler and now a teenager. Thank you.
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