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Thursday, April 9, 2009 at 5:27 AM

I am confused, puzzled, angry, uncomfortable.... All of the negative expressions and emotions you can think of. Now I realise that it is hard to get a true friend. Well, Syah is the exception. Hope our best-friend-sista-ship will last long. More than 8 years of friendship and I want this to last forever. Being in Secondary School Life is really hard and complicated. Wayyy hard than what I expected. 3++ years in Secondary School and I still cannot get along with the environment and the atmosphere. I tried but to no avail. I have quite a number of friends in school but I don`t think that I have a true friend in this Secondary School. Sometimes, I wonder wouldn`t it be great for me to have no friends in Secondary School? Being an anti-social geek who studies by herself and not wanting to talk to anyone except for her bestfriend and her family members. Unfortunately, we are talking about logic here. We cannot live by ourselves. We need to have friends. Have I really changed? I tried to side both of the parties but I really can`t. If I could turn the time, I just want to be a mute girl in school. Thus, there will be less sins for me. Oh God, please do not test me for the time being. I just cannot take it. I admit that I am weak. I cannot handle everything in one go. I am only a human who is not perfect in every angle and in every way. Maybe I`ve changed. Even a number of people I know have changed. I am not going to mention the names. You wanna know what I would love to do now? Watching DVD with Syah, eating popcorn, have a good laugh and share our problems. :( :( :(

Anyway, HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY TO SIS & FADLIE! May You Lovebirds Last Long! :)

Going to Johor tomorrow and I still decide if I should go or not.

My dreams will blossom...