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Friday, June 26, 2009 at 8:34 AM

It`s already 11:34pm and I am still awake. I know that the night is still young and furthurmore, it is Friday Night but I need to wake up as early as 6 am tomorrow as we are off to Johor to take the clothes for Raya. Not for me but for Mom and Sis. I am not in the mood to celebrate Raya this year. Blame that freaking bloody N-Level. Same goes for next year though. Freaking O-Level.

I still cannot believe that Michael Jackson is gone now. He is The King Of Pop and now that he is gone, the music industry will be dead. Well... it will not be as cheerful as usual. R.I.P MJ. :(

School is going to reopen this Monday and I am not ready for it. Hmphhhh.... I really hope that my eyes can be automatically open at 5:45am. If not, I will be dead meat. And there goes Mr Hafiz`s 'sweet' voice. -_-

Random Question Here: Is it true that if you keep seeing 11:11 or 1:11, someone is missing you? Coz I glanced at my watch and it showed 11:11. In my opinion, it`s not true. Well.. it is not true in my situation.. Hopefully yours is ture...

The question above was from someone and since I am just as curious as her, might as well I ask you guys here... or if not, you can just read it for fun and be as curious as us too coz we don`t even have the answer to that. Too bad...

Another Random Thing: I Am Starving To Death. I ate fried rice just now but Sis bought the wrong one. -_- I just ate it anyway since I was famished. I Need Food. :(

Miss.You.But.Hate.You.

My dreams will blossom...


Monday, June 22, 2009 at 6:11 AM

I hate June Holidays and I hate School! How cool is that? I am waiting for November-December Holidays. I promise myself that I will enjoy my ass off all the way. Seriously...

Slept arnd 1+ am yesterday. Bobo and me were busy texting each other coz we were suffering from Insomnia. Right Bo?? Hahaha...:D

I guess Singapore is really strict with education. Their main priority is absolutely education as we students still have to go to school next week despite the H1N1. Well.. I don`t mind going to school to meet my friends but I really do MIND the assignments, revision, tests, exams, Prelim, courseworks, N-LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bloody Bloody Bloody.....

Secondary School Life just Sucks. And I hate to be a teenager, a youth.
I Hate Guys And I Hate Love.

My dreams will blossom...


Monday, June 15, 2009 at 9:42 PM

Since I have nothing better to do and try to procastinate on my revision, I am doing different quizzes right now. Quizzes can be a fun thing to do during your leisure time.




Your Heart is Feeling Broken



Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else.

You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again.

Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here.



Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person



Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it



Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now.



Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.






You Are Depressed



No doubt about it, you're feeling very down. Life is probably pretty difficult for you right now.

Maybe you've had a bad day. That's understandable. But if you've been feeling sad a lot lately, you may need some help.



Make sure to take good care of yourself right now. You deserve some pampering.

Find joy wherever you can, even with small or silly things. Your life will get better over time.






You Are 24% Happy



You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.

Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.






You Are 44% Emo



You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty.






You Are Having a Blue Day



Today is the kind of day that challenges you to the core. You're going to have to stay cool.

You have the intelligence, skills, and drive to rise to the occasion. Your mind is sharp.



While things may be a bit chaotic, you are still taking the time to reflect and be calm.

Today you are extra attractive and interesting to people. You are giving off a detached vibe, which is very intriguing.



Well... I guess the quizzes are quite true...

My dreams will blossom...


Sunday, June 14, 2009 at 6:33 AM

Finally June InFocus is over! Thank God. I don`t think I can have a rest this two weeks. Even if I stayed at home, I need to help Mom babysit that kid. Babysit is a tiring job I tell you. And I guess, the kid is the hottest topic in this house. Almost everday they keep talking about him.. No, not almost. EVERYDAY. I am not saying that I am jealous. I am getting irritated. Annoying. Frustrated. And Mom said that most probably she would babysit his little sister-to-be. Oh Great. What? Do you want to turn the house into a nursery? Mom will be the principal and I`ll be the teacher. It`s not that I hate to babysit the kid but I need my time too. My own time. She will never understand her own daughter. Whatever...



I guess I made it quite obvious that I didn`t have the mood. Sorry. It`s just that I have my own problem and I will solve it alone. Thanks for asking but I can only solve it on my own. It takes time.

My dreams will blossom...


Thursday, June 11, 2009 at 6:59 AM

SS class was chaotic! Mr Shahril was Fun Fun Fun!! The lesson was filled with laughter and I like that. The most boring subject turns out to be the most fun! Haha...

Tomorrow will be the last day of June InFocus. Yeay!!! At last! Geog and Bio. I need to survive for another day. I can do that. :)

Congratulations to that someone. Finally, you`ve achieved what you wanted. I am happy for you. Take good care of that someone. Once again, congratulations! :)




I tried to hold back the tears but I failed. It seems like Dejavu... Pretend and Pretend, that`s what I will do. It seems like I am wearing an invisible smiling mask so that no one knows how it hurts inside. It`s the second time and I still failed. Repeated History.

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Sunday, June 7, 2009 at 5:27 AM



Sometimes, we can be confused with our own feelings. For me, this happens most of the time. Yes, I don`t know what I am feeling right now. I can`t even tell what I am feeling. Weird? I guess so...

Now, I am back to Korean songs and Korean Dramas. Influence?? Nah... wait.. Yes.. maybe I get a little influenced by my peers. Yes!!! Almost all of the classmates are into Korean songs, dramas and Korean Guys! Haha... ALMOST..

Back to school tomorrow. Mom gave me the green light to skip lesson tomorrow but I know she was just kidding with me. MY Mom wants me to skip school? MY MOM?? Hahahaha... the world would turn upside down. -_-

Face the most difficult challenge with the brightest smile. I will try to do that. Just face the obstacles and it will be over in the blink of an eye.

N-Level is coming nearer and we must go and fight that bloody major exam of the year. WE must wake up from our dreams and overcome it. We Can Do It!! :)


Do not give me any high hope. I do not want to fall again. Please do not do that. I do not want to feel any tears on my cheek again coz I`ve had enough. If only we could have everything....

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, June 5, 2009 at 12:56 AM

I hate being sick. I have used tons and tons of tissue and I keep sneezing within seconds. Yes.. sneezing can be tiring and I have no energy left. Plus, the sore throat is killing me and as usual, I will not talk until it recovers. I always do that and it works! I was not in the mood to do F&N and Maths and I wanted to go home but I survived until the end of the day. I am still a strong girl afterall. Hahaha...-_-




I am truly sorry about yesterday and I know it is my fault. Really... I really want you to let out all your problems to me and I am pleased that you trust me to be your listening ear. It`s just that yesterday I was extremely exhausted and I had to go. I am truly truly sorry. And now, the guilt is killing me. I feel so wrong...

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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 at 6:20 AM

Finally F&N Practical Exam is Over!!!! Yes, Yes, Yes!!! InFocus tomorrow. 2 hours of English and 2 hours of SS. Oh yeay! Why not extend it to 4 hours instead? -_-

I am really exhausted and dead beat. I really really need a break. Others have the oppurtunity to enjoy themselves while the Sec 4 in Tampines Secondary School need to sacrifice their holidays for InFocus in order to prepare for the upcoming N-Level. Please... I need a break..

I don`t feel like going to school tomorrow but I don`t wish my name to be announced by the DM when school reopens. If that happens, I will be in big trouble. I try to concentrate for 4 hours even if I can`t. At least I try...

I am suffering from major headache...

I am extremely tired...

I just want to lie on my bed...

And I am signing off...

My dreams will blossom...