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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at 4:48 AM

I know it is the third day of Raya but it is not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims out there. Well, first day of Raya was... boring. I didn`t feel the excitement and I was not enthusiastic at all. I love to listen to the Takbir. It gives a very special feeling. So, the first day of Raya.. basically we visited one house to another house. As usual, I would smile, eat and keep my mouth shut most of the time. Like I said, it was boring. The cousins are all matured now so it is impossible for us to play and get together like the olden days. We just smile to each other. Haha.. awkward. I would stay in my room when the relatives come to visit. Like yesterday, cousins on my Mom`s side came and I stayed in my room. Yes, I am very loyal to my room. :) Furthurmore, I am not an inch close with them so why bother? Plus, there was this guy(or should I say uninvited guest?)came to our house. He is my cousin`s boyfriend. I don`t mean to be rude but hello, he is not my relative and he is only a boyfriend to my cousin. Not officially attach. It`s like you visiting a stranger`s house. He should feel ashamed. Sorry for being rude here. Will update some other thime.


I am trying to ask God
What am I supposed to do in this world?
It takes eternity to search for the answer
I am lost
So lost that every direction
Looks all the same to me
I would gaze at the stars
And find for the brightest one
Hoping and wishing
That an angel would save me
And take me to another world
Seperated from this bustling and hectic world
And my life in this world
Would be over..
I wish and I hope..

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009 at 1:27 AM

I watched VMA(Video Music Awards) yesterday on Youtube and I tell you, Kayne West is such a jerk!I know most of you already watched it and heard about it but I`m still not satisfied. How dare he said that Taylor Swift should not be the one to receive the award. ANd guess what he said? He said it out loud to thousands of the audience out there that Beyonce should win the award. You should look at Beyonce`s face. She went OMG?!! And poor Taylor Swift! She just stood there, speechless! What the hell is wrong with that jerk? I guess he was drunk that he didn`t realised what he was saying. I`m starting to hate him. Well... apart from that, the tribute to M.J was amazingly fantabulous! Janet Jackson was awesome... She is one strong lady I`ve known.. Her performance was magical... And Madonna`s speech made me speechless... Even PINK (yes, the rockstar) went emotional.. Wow... If only I were there, I would scream and shout my heart out along with the rest during the performance...

*Long Live The King*

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, September 11, 2009 at 7:12 AM

Hi. I know that N-Level is coming and I`m not supposed to post during this eleventh hour but I just have to. I need to relieve my stress here. So.. I just wanna say that I made quite a number of pen-pals through a special website. A website where we can all unite and bond together when it comes to this certain topic. I cannot reveal the topic coz I`m sure that some of you people will get sick and tired of it. No, it`s not a dirty topic or whatsoever crap. I seriously can`t wait for N-Level to be over. I will have 2 and a half solid months to enjoy myself and have all the fun I want. Hari Raya is only 9 days away and I`m not in the mood to celebrate it. Like obviously, one of the reason is none other than bloody N-Level. And the second reason is.... nevermind, you don`t have to know. I don`t wanna cry again. :)

*Malam Lailatulqadar lebih baik dan mulia dari seribu malam.*
And I hope that God will protect me..
I hope the angel that I miss the most is looking down at me from heaven and will pray for me...Just the same as I pray for him everyday.. *I miss you so much*

Updates about SS and Eng N-Level: SS- Quite complicated but hopefully I`ll pass.
Eng- Manageable. Average.

Well.. Let God create my path in this world...I`m just a human being and I`ll die one fine day. We all do..

I wanna express my feelings through lyrics... So, this is my lyric for the day..This is exactly what I feel..
Forgive Me. I know it is too late.
Nevertheless, I`m sure that we will meet in Heaven.
One Sweet Day.

Mariah Carey & Boyz II Men: One Sweet Day


Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away
Ayyy

[MC:]
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
[MC: Together]
One sweet day
[MC:]
Evetually I'll see you in heaven...

[B II M:]
Darling, I never showed you (I never showed you)
Assumed you'd always be there (I thought you'd always be there)
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
([MC:] But I always cared)
And I miss the love we shared

[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
[MC: Together]
One sweet day
[MC:] Eventually I'll see you in heaven

[B II M:]
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
[MC:]
Yeah
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
[MC:] Together
One sweet day

[all:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
[MC:] Together
One sweet day

[MC:] Sorry I never told you (oooh)
[all:] All I wanted to say

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