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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 at 4:48 AM |
I know it is the third day of Raya but it is not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims out there. Well, first day of Raya was... boring. I didn`t feel the excitement and I was not enthusiastic at all. I love to listen to the Takbir. It gives a very special feeling. So, the first day of Raya.. basically we visited one house to another house. As usual, I would smile, eat and keep my mouth shut most of the time. Like I said, it was boring. The cousins are all matured now so it is impossible for us to play and get together like the olden days. We just smile to each other. Haha.. awkward. I would stay in my room when the relatives come to visit. Like yesterday, cousins on my Mom`s side came and I stayed in my room. Yes, I am very loyal to my room. :) Furthurmore, I am not an inch close with them so why bother? Plus, there was this guy(or should I say uninvited guest?)came to our house. He is my cousin`s boyfriend. I don`t mean to be rude but hello, he is not my relative and he is only a boyfriend to my cousin. Not officially attach. It`s like you visiting a stranger`s house. He should feel ashamed. Sorry for being rude here. Will update some other thime.
I am trying to ask God What am I supposed to do in this world? It takes eternity to search for the answer I am lost So lost that every direction Looks all the same to me I would gaze at the stars And find for the brightest one Hoping and wishing That an angel would save me And take me to another world Seperated from this bustling and hectic world And my life in this world Would be over.. I wish and I hope..Labels: God Is Great
My dreams will blossom...
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