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Saturday, November 14, 2009 at 10:11 PM



I am better off dead. I just cannot survive with a family like this. Oh God, I don`t mind if you want to take me away although I know I have more sins than good deeds. I am giving up.

My dreams will blossom...


at 8:14 AM

It`s 12:15 midnight right now. I am all alone now. The parents have gone to bed and I am waiting for the sister to come home from I don`t know where. Whatever. I am not going to ask her wherebouts. I am just sick and tired. I had a really good chat with my other sister (Hend) and my friend Zoe. I love them eventhough we just chat through the cyber life. How are we suppossed to meet? We are wayy too far apart. Hend really opens up my eyes. She always reminds me to think and remember of Allah. She can understand me perfectly. And Zoe, I hope you are alright now. I love you both.

It`s 12:33 right now. Better hit the bed.

My dreams will blossom...


Friday, November 6, 2009 at 4:40 AM

Sometimes I just really not into my family. Seriously. I know we are close as a family but we are very different. One good example is my Sister and me. People do not know that we are siblings. When we met her friends, they would say "Wah.. you both look very different." Not only physically, but characters too. She is wayy too friendly and talkative whereas I am too shy. I just can`t get her sometimes. She has a boyfriend and she would ask me to tag along with them when they go out at some times. C`monla... I don`t wanna play the third wheel. If you wanna have a date, just go out. Don`t pretend to invite me along. Just because you know that I will be all alone in the house and that I will be all lonely, you try to ask me out together with your boyfriend. Please laa... you know I am not the girl who loves to play gooseberry and yet you still ask me the same question. I know her. She would be all perky and cheerful when she has a date with her boyfriend that day and she would open up a conversation with me. She wanted me not to be offended when she went out with her boyfriend. Lame? -_- At times when her boyfriend will be working and not going out with her, she would be boring and not as cheerful. Pretty obvious. I guess it`s about the age gap. 6 years difference. I guess that is why we cant really understand each other. Oh well...I hate it.

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