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Monday, October 27, 2008 at 12:44 AM

I would like to inform something but if it`s not your business, then just continue to read or you can just leave.

Firstly, what are friends? Friends are for me to socialise and mingle around with. Sometimes, we regard our friends like our family or even more than our family members which I think is unfair as frankly speaking, my first and main priority is my family followed by my friends. Yes, I do have bestfriends. I admit that sometimes we do have misunderstandings between us and I do feel that we are getting furthur apart. Although we are in different schools now, I believe that our friendship will remain strong or hopefully remain stronger. You know who you are. Now, Secondary Life is really a challenge for me girls. Maybe you will think that it is not a big deal but it really is. I don`t know, it feels so different. Wayy too different. Those people are not like you. I know that we have to socialise and I do but the feeling and the atmosphere is just not the same.

I tried to mingle around with my other friends but it feels awkward. Yes, in my class usually I will stick with these 3 friends of mine but now I feel that I need to be more friendly and more sociable. I don`t know why but when I`m with my other classmates, they just won`t talk to me. What? Am I not allowed to communicate with anyone except for the 3 of you? I mean, it`s obvious. Last day of school, when I did not sit with you guys, straight away you guys didn`t talk to me. What is this? When I stick with you guys, you`ll talk but otherwise you won`t. C`mon, it`s not like I will ignore you if you guys approached me but no, you did not approach me until the end of school day. You don`t have to understand me cause I know you guys don`t.

To these 2 friends of mine, I know you have a crush in our school. I`m not saying that I don`t like it. Don`t get the wrong idea. Yes, I`m happy that you girls have a crush. I heard you girls praising and comment about your crushes. I don`t mind at all but I do mind if I asked "What are you two talking about?" and you replied "Nothing." Nothing? Hah! You called it "nothing" when I saw you girls were giggling about some stuffs and you made me totally blanked out. I felt not updated and I guess I don`t even know a single thing about you girls. I know I don`t have a crush in our school but that does not mean I`m not allowed to join in your "crush" story. When I asked what you 2 were talking about, you told your other friend not to tell me. What is this? If you do not want to tell me, then just don`t tell your friend about your crush in front of me. About the Geog thingy, I admit that I`m childish but it`s for your own good. I`m sorry if I hurt your feelings girls but this is what I wanna say and this is my blog. If you girls don`t like my attitude or don`t like to mingle around with me, then just say it.

I`m sorry but I really have to let it all out. I don`t mind if you girls are fuming angry at me but this is what I feel. You girls are different, seriously. Different from my bestfriends. I know that I can`t compare my friends with my bestfriends but you girls don`t understand me. So yeah... 2 more years and I`m out of my Secondary School. Insyaallah. Hopefully. I tried to cherish my Secondary School Life but I just can`t. Sorry.

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