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Friday, November 28, 2008 at 6:29 AM

Okayyy... I wanted to post this yesterday but then I was too lazy so I just post today. Firstly, OMG! Yesterday 9:45pm, I was freak out. Seriously. Yesterday was the first time I OTF with ________. Before the call I was really uncomfortable and I just wanted to off my hp but I just couldn`t. I heard my ringtone and wanted to shout. Should I answer or not? I think I was really crazy and couldn`t think properly at that time because I answered the call. Yes. I didn`t talk much throughout the convo. I couldn`t think of what to say. Seriously, it felt wrong and totally awkward. I couldn`t even concentrate coz I was blaming myself. My heart was saying "What the hell are you doing now Suhana?" That someone kept saying "Asal diam?" I was too lazy and totally confused to reply but somehow I managed to say "Nothing." At last, when that someone said "Kay then, gtg. I`ll msg you." I hung up with this feeling. I dunnoe.. guilty, relieved, breathless... Okayy... i have no idea. Suhana!! What the hell are you doing?? You are so damn stupid. You do have a mind to think right? Then, use it!!!! ARGH.

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